" Where she begin to understand was when she quit trying. There was a whole different reality from what she imagined it to be. Achieved, satisfied, completed and alone! Those words described her. What a paradox you'd say. Now that she has step up the stairs and imagined she could have anything much easier, someone tells her it's not necessarily to be good for everyone to love you. These words she's heard before, often! But life gets tough itself, often. If not, then what would be the meaning of good and bad? Well, everything's passable. This too shall pass."

Isolation years, will you ever end?

   It doesn't matter how big your dreams can be, you're always depended from the place you live! And if the abilities of your country are smaller than the horizon of your dreams, then you're trapped up :/ The worst part of this is that they also stumble you to go out of state and fulfill your mind&spirit with things they can never offer you. But I guess this is what you get when you live in a super mini country that the world doesn't trust it..