Bordness... this word freaks me out!

    Isn't it scary having the ability to bring anything in your life, but instead choosing to wait what life's bringing to you?  This is a waist of freedom, not waist of time! Time is there, you have it. It flows and it flows. But freedom is a gift you should open it right away and use it before someone else grabs it from your hands.
   Who I totally don't understand are the people that with their own pleasure follow others rules and ways of living. I mean isn't that boring? Do they really like it or they haven't had anything more enjoyable in life to compare what happiness really is?
   And there I think, people don't change. They just become someone else and someone else, but still a person that already existed before. It's the most pity thing in life to leave all these dreams unopened and just be alive with no meaning of the existence.
   I used to live... just days before. And I write words and words in my lack of courage to say: "I'm bored! I need a change in my life!"